Getting out what i need to say.............

(This isn't actually a piece of prose or anything, and no effort has gone into the actually writing, i just needed to get this out and felt like to feel i have expressed it enough i needed to put it on here!)

Have I do something wrong? Did I offend any of you? If you’ve got a problem with me, please just tell me to my face. Or is it because I am quiet and don’t like a lot of attention? Because that doesn’t mean I am invisible, that does me I want to be excluded from everything! Or am I too boring because I don’t say very much, as I have a lack of confidence? Just because I sit back and listen a lot, doesn’t mean I don’t want to have friends, it doesn’t mean I don’t want to be invited to things. But now I am hoping you will invite me to something just so I can tell you that I am already busy, because I no longer want to socialise with you. I would rather be a loner and have no friends that be part of a group that selects who is invited to what and has completely no regard for anyone else’s feelings. I pity you that you have to have your tight little group that does everything together and texts each other 10 times a day! I don’t need to go along with someone else to a group, I can do it alone, so that makes me much stronger than you, even if I’m not as loud and confident as you. You are the definition of a “click”. In the past you have made me so upset and so angry, but you really were not worth it. You are nothing when it comes down to it. These people are so self-obsessed that they will probably never realise who they are, and if they did they would play innocent, with the “We never meant that” blah blah, well I’m not buying it, you not what you are doing, I don’t believe that you are that stupid not to realise. I am angry with myself that I wanted to be a part of your group so much, what was I thinking! And if I spoke out about this, if I made my feelings known you would end up the good guy, and I’d be the horrible, trouble causing one, so I have to pretend I don’t hate seeing you all and just cover up my feelings. Buy my god I hope that one day you will get yours!